Privacy? More like $

Anger. Hate. It’s all over the news. They think we don’t listen. They think we don’t remember. We care. We remember. We just… Feel powerless.

Thanks for allowing ISP’s to sell my browsing data, senators. Hope you’ve got nothing to hide either.

I’m glad you can be bought, you know, instead of providing services and voting in favor of things your constituents agree with.


Stop / Start – to self

Stop thinking about her. It’s not healthy. The relationship stopped being healthy a long time ago. She started taking advantage of you. The relationship is over.

Stop fantasizing about the good times. Remember them but don’t forget the bad times either. The bad was really bad. It wasn’t healthy. Thinking about things as they used to be won’t change how they are now.

Start spending time with you. Get to know yourself. Get better acquainted.

Start forming healthy habits.

Keep learning

Don’t give up on love… Please… I know you need it

Change – a constant

The only constant is change.

I’m scared, but hopeful.

My life is in pieces, but I think it’ll come back together better than it was before.

We’ll see…


How can I capture your heart

How can I steal all your love

I must be insane

Try and make you tame

But I want you for my own

9 to 5 Blahs


I graduated.

I have a 9 to 5.

It’s what I’ve always dreamed of.
I feel like I could be doing so much more with myself.

But I sit at this desk
for so long
staring at this screen
still wanting more.

The money is great. But there’s more to life than that.

I feel like I’m wasting my time here.

I am a kite with no string.

Help, I have no wings!

I cannot soar on my own…

University Attempt (College try)

Oh… Fine I’ll update again.

Muddling through the past summer of course I’ve done some thinking… but I’ve not gotten too far.  Still find myself a bit lost, but starting to gain traction on what I hope is the right course.  Perhaps a business degree instead of computer science… great.  More time at school… and those grades need a bit of help too.

Well, I’m hoping that this will get me back into some academic thinking and a forward direction.  Started gaining momentum today by sorting out some school stuff.

Through some thinking, however, it’s a bit difficult to find much I want to dive into.  As I’ve posted before, I really want something to drive me to do something great… but I’ve not found my calling.  I mean, I have some ideas for businesses and whatnot, but it’s not exactly a metal to my magnet.  Still, doing something great isn’t for everyone.  I could honestly be happy being a stay-at-home spouse and live out my days being happy with someone that makes me happy.

Nevertheless, I’ll keep at it.  I’ve put myself in debt for a reason. I hope it turns out to be a good one.  If not, well, I’ll leave a quote from a friend of mine (roughly remembered, up for an edit if I get around to quoting him correctly):  “Some of us don’t have a Moby DIck to chase.  Some of us just want to go fishing.”