Ch-ch-ch-Change

It’s been a year almost to the week since I became single again.

Now I’m going to have a job in a city I wanted to be in.

I’m going to have my own place.

I’m going to get exactly what I wanted. Isn’t that kind of scary? I’ve been hoping for this for months. “You might just get what you wished for” scenario. Oof. I’m both anxious and excited for this new chapter.

Though I will miss being around my parents, I love them dearly. I’m really glad that I got the chance to reconnect with them. They truly are wonderful people and I’m so lucky to have them.

Getting to know your parents later in life is definitely something I would recommend to anyone. Finding out that they’re people with hopes and dreams and ambitions of their own is both refreshing and humanizing.

They’re not just people that you see every day and tell you to brush your teeth. Learning more about their stories and getting to know them as an adult has been a gift.

If you ever read this mom and dad, thank you.

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Personal?

I have some really personal stories here… Used to use this as a diary
Let my know… If anyone reads this, I can publish them.

They’ll stay as drafts otherwise

Comment if you think I should,

-muffin


Privacy? More like $

Anger. Hate. It’s all over the news. They think we don’t listen. They think we don’t remember. We care. We remember. We just… Feel powerless.

Thanks for allowing ISP’s to sell my browsing data, senators. Hope you’ve got nothing to hide either.

I’m glad you can be bought, you know, instead of providing services and voting in favor of things your constituents agree with.


Stop / Start – to self

Stop thinking about her. It’s not healthy. The relationship stopped being healthy a long time ago. She started taking advantage of you. The relationship is over.

Stop fantasizing about the good times. Remember them but don’t forget the bad times either. The bad was really bad. It wasn’t healthy. Thinking about things as they used to be won’t change how they are now.

Start spending time with you. Get to know yourself. Get better acquainted.

Start forming healthy habits.

Keep learning

Don’t give up on love… Please… I know you need it


Change – a constant

The only constant is change.

I’m scared, but hopeful.

My life is in pieces, but I think it’ll come back together better than it was before.

We’ll see…


How

How can I capture your heart

How can I steal all your love

I must be insane

Try and make you tame

But I want you for my own


9 to 5 Blahs

Well.

I graduated.

I have a 9 to 5.

It’s what I’ve always dreamed of.
And.
I.
Am.
So.
Bored.
I feel like I could be doing so much more with myself.

But I sit at this desk
for so long
staring at this screen
still wanting more.

The money is great. But there’s more to life than that.

I feel like I’m wasting my time here.